wheee
i am slacking -.-
i shall make sure i will do my geog tutorial later!
this will mean that i will turn NOCTURNAL!
haha.

life without going online to chat
is like
so different.
haha.
nowadays i have been staying back in school to supposedly study.
coincidentally mamat azmeer have been staying back too, so study together, with judyyy.
it is an improvement i suppose, realised how much time used to be wasted on me going on online and taking afternoon naps.
today i went home early because i did not bring my study materials
reached homeeeee
anddddddd
SLEPT.
so predictable.
lol.

econs test was :(
a huge blow,
a disappointment.
its okay, we've tried our best...

training yesterday was.. as per normal?
ran thirty rounds around the court because we were late. HAHA.
okaylah running helps to build hot legs! hahaha.
its my skills that i am worried about.
sensed a slight improvement in my passing,
but shooting is still BLUEGH.
tmrw is the testimonial match, j1s playing against j2s.
FUNNY sia.
sure kena trash damn bad tmrw.
lol.
ITS OKAY
we will have fun and try our best!
somemore we have shila, lee peng, chuan yun and the others!
i think.
haha.
SHALL GO CUT STICK TMRW!!! like finally liaooooooooooo.


'They made a cradle of their locked hands and hoisted him up among them and carried him along till he struggled to get free. And when he had escaped from them they broke away in all directions, flinging their cpas again into the air and whistling as they went spinning up...
The cheers died away in the soft grey air. He was alone. He was happy and free.'
James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

well i was thinking.
how do you define love?
of course their is no definition for love.
but it is how one looks at it that changes its traits/characteristics.
what if love does not exist?
what if people fall in love because everyone feels alone and needs that security blanket of being taken care of and cared for?
what if it just happens that
the person is in your life, as your friend, as your classmate, as a passerby on the walkway, as someone you got wasted with at a club
and he or she just happens to care for you?
what if people accept love THINKING that it is love but it is actually not?
it might be just a mere acceptance of fate and coincidence, that finally or fortunately, there is someone in your life that cares for you.
as in, im just saying lah.
how true is ones love.
you never know