wheee
i am slacking -.-
i shall make sure i will do my geog tutorial later!
this will mean that i will turn NOCTURNAL!
haha.

life without going online to chat
is like
so different.
haha.
nowadays i have been staying back in school to supposedly study.
coincidentally mamat azmeer have been staying back too, so study together, with judyyy.
it is an improvement i suppose, realised how much time used to be wasted on me going on online and taking afternoon naps.
today i went home early because i did not bring my study materials
reached homeeeee
anddddddd
SLEPT.
so predictable.
lol.

econs test was :(
a huge blow,
a disappointment.
its okay, we've tried our best...

training yesterday was.. as per normal?
ran thirty rounds around the court because we were late. HAHA.
okaylah running helps to build hot legs! hahaha.
its my skills that i am worried about.
sensed a slight improvement in my passing,
but shooting is still BLUEGH.
tmrw is the testimonial match, j1s playing against j2s.
FUNNY sia.
sure kena trash damn bad tmrw.
lol.
ITS OKAY
we will have fun and try our best!
somemore we have shila, lee peng, chuan yun and the others!
i think.
haha.
SHALL GO CUT STICK TMRW!!! like finally liaooooooooooo.


'They made a cradle of their locked hands and hoisted him up among them and carried him along till he struggled to get free. And when he had escaped from them they broke away in all directions, flinging their cpas again into the air and whistling as they went spinning up...
The cheers died away in the soft grey air. He was alone. He was happy and free.'
James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

well i was thinking.
how do you define love?
of course their is no definition for love.
but it is how one looks at it that changes its traits/characteristics.
what if love does not exist?
what if people fall in love because everyone feels alone and needs that security blanket of being taken care of and cared for?
what if it just happens that
the person is in your life, as your friend, as your classmate, as a passerby on the walkway, as someone you got wasted with at a club
and he or she just happens to care for you?
what if people accept love THINKING that it is love but it is actually not?
it might be just a mere acceptance of fate and coincidence, that finally or fortunately, there is someone in your life that cares for you.
as in, im just saying lah.
how true is ones love.
you never know

oh oh oh
and for my birthday,
i would like to thank EVERYONE who has wished me happy birthday or has celebrated it with me in any way :)

ESPECIALLY KAK AZY AND MY CLASS 08A101 <333
THANKS FOR THE CAKE
and thanks xh and huiming and sarah for the failed attempt :P , for 'caking' me.it was fun!!!
and oh boy can huiming run. FAST sia she run. lol.

today

25 July 2008

may just be the happiest day of the year so far for me :)

sometimes all i need is a day to reflect, or rather to be left alone.

no no, dont mistake me. i dont enjoy being alone. sometimes all i want is to get things done. Getting things done makes me HAPPY. sorry 08A101 for isolating myself. i think im pmsing lah. anyways i cant multitask, so i think maybe its best that i do work alone. i dunolah. haha.

and BETTER still,

more of doing hw during breaks = LESS EATING! = SAVE MONEY! :)

and BEST part of the day!

KAYAKING!!! it was AWESOMEEE omgzzzz. SO FUN! splash here splash there. row here row there. and i didnt capsize! for ONCE i dont feel like a failure while doing a sport. heh.

and here was my KAYAKING PARTNER!!! <333


HELLOZZ MY ROWING PARTNER! :) oh and STOP looking at my botak head -.-

i hope i would stop isolating myself
at the same time
i want to get things done
promos is in EIGHT weeks.

TOODLES, happy girl going to bed :)

To see ms seah cry was probably the worst part of it all.
Thank God I didnt see any of the fb guys whom i know cry.
Heads up guys, you guys are still the BEST of the BEST, truly. Let us do MJC proud again next year and please never let the spirit die.
CONGRATULATIONS FB GIRLS AND GUYS we are all proud of you and aspire just to be good players like all of you are :)

i really really really want this.
To see myself improve in my studies and also in fb is my only wish for now.

who says you cannot do this alone?
in fact i think doing this alone is the most essential part of the whole process.
please do not give up on yourself
youre stronger than you think. really.
all you have to do is believe in yourself.
confidence is all it takes, dont let security be your enemy.

youre a student athlete.
a hardworking student
and a persevering athlete.
dont give up now.

eom is driving me nuts =/
siannn.

trip to kl was WHOA OH


why do i put myself in these situations

happy that i got to watch a proper fb match! like finally!
and kucing played :)

so happy that i got to spend time with lyana and amira! hahaha.

so happy that i got to spend time with azmeer judy adib yest. haha.

hmm okaylah.
actually after todays convo
i realised im quite loner.
hahaha.
HECK lah.
lol.

i feel like wearing eyeliner on my eyes and go to popular to buy a penknife and cut myself everywhere and go to sch showing the whole world that i am suicidal. not that anybody would care.

so i would not do so.
even if i really feel like it.

hello.
i hate today.
today sucks.

DO YOU KNOW
That Islam prohibits interest?

haha i didnt know.

'Reliving the ways of the Prophet (SAW) would mean manifesting and spreading practices of love, tolerance, understanding and patience that would go a great distance in engulfing stubborn pockets within us who still have a one-dimensional view of the Prophet (SAW)'

hey hey HEY!
it has been quite a while since i blogged.
the examinations are finally over!
Okay okay I am a bit slow.
Results are going to be out soon and I am definitely not looking forward to that.
However, I am rather ready to face the consequences of my results.

Staying at home for the past few days have made me feel like a delinquent, even though I do have the rights to stay at home.
As long as my brain does not stop functioning, I am alright with staying at home => haha.
Having no friends to talk to at home, I do feel very bored but this break really means a lot to me. I have been really stressed out that I feel that God knows that I need this. Thank you God.
Nonetheless, I cannot wait to be back in school again to see my lovely friends, and of course, do some serious mugging.



For those of you who have been suffering from back aches, neck aches and headaches like me, this is what you should do:
* Stand with your heels and shoulders touching a wall. Tilt your pelvis so that the small of your back presses against the wall, relieving back muscles. Hold for 15-30 seconds. Do this exercise regularly to reduce your risk of getting back pain or to relieve existing pain.
* Do crunches!
* Give your neck muscles an all-around stretch one step at a time. First, while sitting erect in a chair, lower your chin to your chest, letting the weight of your head gently stretch tense muscles at the back of the neck. Hold the stretch for 15 seconds.
* Next, gently let your head drop toward one shoulder. Hold for 15 seconds and repeat on the other side.
*Do a self-massage of muscles in the face and neck that often refer pain to the head. Start by gently pressing your fingers on both sides of your face around the hinge to your jaw, rubbing the area in a circular motion, then kneading the skin with your fingers. Next, move hands to the area just behind the jaw and below the ears, massaging gently as you slowly slide hands down your neck to the base of the shoulders.

JENG JENG JENG!

courtesy of http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0846/is_10_21/ai_86035122/pg_3?tag=artBody;col1
smiles.

Strawberry Sundae
Like a Strawberry Sundae,
you were always there for me,
you filled my tastebuds with such glee.

But the Strawberry Sundae melted.

The red, delighting sundae was gone.
And now I'm done.